Every day I am hustling

I just feel like so much is happening and happening so fast!  Yet it also seems to be so slow! For example my house feels like nothing is happening. I know things are being done, but gosh why does redoing a house take forever!!!! Hubby is working so hard.  I can’t believe we are in April.  Spring is taking forever to come.  I am so ready to start shaving my legs and wear shorts again.   Our house feels like a zoo, which I don’t mind.  We found a little baby bunny which we have now. Plus we are taking care of a male sheep for two weeks. In our little shed/barn thing. So now our house has two dogs, four hens, one roster, one little bird, and now a little bunny ( I don’t think its going to last, I think the bunny is still too little and wont eat, we shall see).  Just call us the doo littles.

I seem to be longing for home lately, not sure if its weather related or just the fact that I miss my sisters. Plus I just miss some resturants. AHAH

I feel like there is so much I want to do. I either just don’t do it or I am scared, or keep saying tomorrow etc.  Do you ever feel like you have so many dreams that you don’t know where to start?  Thats how I feel.  I just feel overwhelmed lately about everything including house work. I just want so much out of life.  I don’t want to waist it.  I want to make it count.

Since I have had these feelings I keep coming to God and just asking where do I go? Because I just feel lost in a way ( maybe because Swedish hard and I somewhat over it). So that is what I have been doing these last couple days, reading the Bible writing down my dreams and waiting for a peace.  God has given us all dreams and a purpose in life.  I fully believe we are here on earth for a reason.  I think there are many season but that we all are here to make a difference.  Do you feel like you know your purpose in life?  Would love to know. Also what are your dreams? Are you making them happen?   “Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” 1 Peter 5:7

Le’i made this in Sunday school. I thought it was cute. “God loves me”

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Honest Blogging

So I am not new to blogging, but telling my thoughts. Yes that is new!  Images that’s another thing.  I have never quiet perfected being a good blogger! Oh I have tried and tried. I have all these ideas and things I want to share, sometimes I just get down on my self. You know the usual self doubt  (not pretty enough, not a great writer, do people really want to know what I think….etc). I know I am not the only one.

The thing is I want to be real.  I want to be authentic and talk about what I love, what I am feeling, how hard it is to be a mother, a wife or how awesome my husband and son are.  How sometimes my style is crazy, yet simple and me.  How moving to Sweden is going to be an adventure and how I can not wait to learn all things Swedish.  How my cooking will most likely be improving since there is not Betty Crocker boxes (they make most things from scratch….help).
Reading blogs at times and think wow I forgot to land on the perfect planet.  Here are things I can promise you there will be some grammar errors, funny things, photography, learning how to cook, most likely a ton of images of my son and how imperfect I am!

xoxo   (not going to lie every time I write that I think of gossip girl)

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